Sunday, November 22, 2009

Sunday evening...

There is only so much you can say when you cannot do all you wish you can. As long as the bulk of your actions are contingent upon the decisions another person makes, you are stuck living your life as a passenger, rather than as the driver of your own destiny.

Everyday, it is a constant battle for me to erase resentment from my heart. It is selfish to think of all things from my point of comfort as situations could be so much worse otherwise; or would they? Still, I am very much aware that certain individuals and experiences would be avoided if I was where I want to be instead of where I have to be right now.

It is still an an enviable life for some. So many would trade places at the drop of a heart; oblivious they are to the realities of the situation. Or maybe, the realities are their ideals whereas for me, they are a constant inconvenience.

I remain grateful. I remain happy. I remain confident that my time is now and continously. I remain....love

6 comments:

Rayo said...

I understand where you're coming from...

chayoma said...

Life...

we envy what we don't have without knowing the cross being carried to live such a life.

Be confident and steadfast!

i do understand

SOLOMONSYDELLE said...

That's life, isn't it? Some of us are fixated on what we think someone else's life must be when it could be anything but the truth.

Anyway, glad to know you are happy despite whatever challenges might exist. Its not easy. Keep your head up, babe.

N.I.M.M.O said...

Remain love.

Enkay said...

The grass always seems greener on the other sidedoesn't it?
I think the secret of having a great life is to be content.

Your time truly is now!

Miss Definitely Maybe said...

we emulate other peoples lives and in turn other people emulate ours like Solomonsydelle said thats life